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The Preposterously Boring Chronicles of Charlie Part 3: Daddy Issues
spencer, morgan, reid, love, derek
charlie_butler

I just found out that my dad has trouble remembering my name. I suppose I should just content myself with the fact that he got the first letter right. I don't even really know what to think right now. I don't talk to my dad much. Ever, really.

He didn't even know I was moving, I didn't tell him. I haven't talked to him in a loooong time. I know we have a crappy relationship. I know he doesn't think about my sisters or I very often. I know that ... I don't know anything.

I don't know if he was joking or not, but the way my sister said it, she was just as shocked about it as I am. She kind of laughed it off (and I did, too) because he's messed up hers and my other sisters' birthdays before (wrong month, wrong age, etc.) and we always kind of laugh at the fact that he obviously doesn't give enough of a shit to try and get this stuff right... He's not the joking type, either.

But to forget my name!! I just. I don't know. Am I that forgetable? One of his only three kids, and he forgets my name.

I just- I don't know. Needed to get this out. I don't feel angry, the way you should feel when you realise you hate someone. I just feel sad. And worthless.

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